Sunday, March 29, 2009

I'm in love

Lately,I've fallen in love.

He's the truth

He loves me more than anything.

He's light of the world.

He pulled me away from the darkness.

He's always there for me.

He's wonderful to me.

He's the reason why I'm here.

He's the only one I could die for.

He died for me on the cross.

He's my God.

He's Jesus Christ.


Friday, March 27, 2009

He answered my prayers

My camera died last Wednesday.Actually it still can be used to display image but the lens is spoiled.Hence,it is considered dead.

Maybe that's part of the reason I was moody this few days.

When I reached home from school just now,I saw the camera battery is being charged.I thought it was repaired.(My dad sent to the shop)

BUT out of my expectation,my dad bought a brand new one.I knew the old one would cost a lot if were to repair but I didn't expect my dad would buy a new one furthermore I was the one who spoiled the old one.Really touched.Thanks a lot to my dad.Cause I really can't live without a camera.And I wanna thank God for answering my prayers too.I've been praying that my camera will come back to me.But instead of the old one,I got a new one.=)

I've experienced it myself.That God does listen to our prayers.Just that it might not be at the time you wished the most.But it comes with surprise.

Other than that,I've been finding difficulties in communicating with one of my friends this few days too.But now,I guess everything has been fixed.And someone's case too,I don't have that kind of awful feeling anymore when I'm with someone.

Hehe.This week there has been several people asking me,why is my right ear covered by my hair but my left ear is not covered.Funny question.

I've been having flu since Monday.It got better on Wednesday and Thursday but today it worsen again.One side of my nose is always being blocked and it's really really really tough for me to breath using one side of my nose.And my upper lips have a wound.Looked as if I've got a cut.My lower lips is always dry.Throat is feeling a bit unwell caused by the flu I think.

o.O

And I hate it the most when you're about to sneeze,suddenly you can't!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I don't want to let this go.Not this one.

This few days I've been drifting myself away from someone.

Suddenly I felt as is we have nothing in common.

Someone is always at high position;I'm just normal.
Someone is smart;I ain't.
Someone is well-known;I'm just an ordinary student.
Someone stays at home:I'm outgoing.
And the list goes on.

It seems so close yet hard to reach.

Is it going to fade,once more?

Is this different from previous times?

It won't come true.Right?

I think overall I'm a problematic friend.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Tagged by Alvin

我被ALVIN HO点到。。。哈哈


第一: 被点者请在自己的 Blog 里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人"请在于这十位当中斗留言版" 告知他(她)被点名了
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者"请注明被谁点了"在哪接到 "在传给下十位"
第六: 这些 "被点名者" 你们被点会得到祝福, 并且 "愿望会实现" ,也会得到 "幸福套餐" 开始咯!!


幸福套餐 NO.1
01 你的绰号 : Pan,Leen Leen,“我的人"
02 年龄 : 17岁
03 生日 :12.07.1992
05 兴趣 : Photo taking,photography,listening songs,telling lame jokes,play

专长 : Telling lame jokes,making someone smile and laugh


幸福套餐 NO.2
01 你有没有喜欢的人?: Yes
02 是否在交往?: No
03 现在幸福吗?: Yes

04 如果上天给你勇气,最想做什么事?: Buy a DSLR camera!
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话?: Wait for that day and see first


幸福套餐 NO.3
01 最爱的节目: Cartoons
02 最爱的音乐:Christian songs,90's,nice ones
03 最爱的季节: Winter
04 最爱的卡通: Spongebob Squarepants,pandas,Crayon Shin Chan

05 最爱的人: Friends and family

06 最爱的颜色: Black,White,Green,Red...Any colour as long as it looks nice
07 最爱的国家: New Zealand?
08 最爱的天气: Windy


幸福套餐 NO.4
01 如果上天给你三个愿望: 1)Go to heaven 2) Stay happy like now 3) *Can't think of it right now*
02 你是很专一的人吗?: Yes
03 最深刻的回忆?: Form3
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?: Before?No.Now?YES!=)
05 你很爱微笑吗?: Ask someone
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活,你愿意吗?: NO =)
07 妄想什么样的生活?: Hehe.I don't know
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱?: NO


调卷到此结束 "点人者请至于被点者的留言版" 告知被点名了!请列出于十位被点者:
Sin Kiat,Yon Lin,Daphne,Kelly,Michelle Chung,Michelle Ng,Yee Hwa,Min Zhi,Cherry,Anyone

Thursday, March 19, 2009

The LIFE After Tomorrow

Spread out your wings and fly~







On the 16th and 17th I joined a camp organised by the school's ICSF.

Details for the camp are as following.

Venue:Ocean Resort,Lundu
Date:16th-17th March 2009
Theme:The LIFE after tomorrow

16th March
7.30-Registration
8.00-Departure
10.00-Arrival
10.15-Praise and worship
10.30-Game briefing 1
11.00-Life game part 1
12.30-Lunch
1.30-Praise and worship
1.45-Game briefing 2
2.00-Life game part 2
3.30-Game briefing 3
3.45-Life game part 3
5.00-Bath
6.15-Dinner
7.00-Praise and worship
7.15-Life game part 4
8.15-Talk
9.15-Free time,supper
10.30-END of day 1

Life game is a game originated from a camp in Sibu.It's like a real life game where you will need money to buy everyday needs in life such as food,living,handphone,transportation,clothing,health and to pay government tax.Every round of each game requires a player to fulfill every of those 7 needs.And you need to use your own money to buy yourself education by sitting an 'exam'.You need the education so that employers will employ you.And the more educated you are,the higher chance of people would hire you.So basically everything is a bout money.

For me,I only got $10 from my will and the cheapest education which is Junior High cost for $200.I borrowed money from a friend and that's where I started my life.I became a handphone salesgirl with $150 salary,then a car salesgirl with $180 salary then a house salesgirl with $450 salary.In the end around part 3 I became a toilet washer in the clinic and I have $400 salary while the doctor has only $700 salary.

In this game,it's very complicated.There is a reverence hidden in the game.He is very invisible especially when everyone was busy with making money to fulfill the needs for every round of the game.But the doctor and I(both working in the clinic) are lucky cause the owner of the clinic is an angel and the reverence came into the clinic and made us became Christians.

In part 4 of the game,it's when the world in ending.The bads are conquering the city and everyone does bad thing.Then,it's the judgement.The angel came.The judgement begins.Everyone are required to be blindfolded with their own towel.Then the bads are being punished to 'hell' which is the guys' chalet and the goods are going to 'heaven'.I was brought by I-don't-know who to 'hell' and half way I was brought back to the platform again.Then I was brought to a sit.Someone asked the people who are brought to the seats a few questions to confirm they really believe in Jesus.Then we're allowed to take of the blindfold.I saw the doctor whose name is Yun Lian and she saw me.There are no other people except for the angels and the guy.Someone pat my head and treated me orange juice.On the othe hand,I heard from those who went to 'hell' said it was scary and the room stinks and all sorts of comments.I was very very very thankful for not experiencing it.

I kinda regret for not taking pictures with the angels as proof I went to 'heaven' and even slept in between them that night.But I couldn't sleep well so I was observing people around me.=)

After the talk,participants all went back to the rooms first.Then the lamest and funniest thing happened.Nikki started it first.She went into the sleeping bag and crawl on the floor asking Michelle Sim to help her take photo.I was in front of Nikki and when I looked back,I was shocked.Then,I opened up someone's sleeping bag and played with Nikki.I was like an Eskimo in Ocean Resort and people came up and took photos with me.In the end I was feeling too hot in the sleeping bag and stopped playing it.Then Hui Ching was struck by I-don't-know-what,she went into the sleeping bag,she cat walked and she was all high.

That's Nikki.The one who started dress up like this.

One of the Angels

Bad bad Adelyn

With insane Hui Ching

My wedding photo in the LIFE game

17th March

I set the alarm and woke up at 4.30 AM to go the beach and wait for sunrise with Joyce.But the run rises so late.Around 6.00AM then the sky started to light.I think someone was very frustrated by me when I keep pulling someone out of bed to go the beach.Someone finally gave up rejecting me and made a deal to wake up at 6.30AM.Do you regret it now?=)

Waiting for sunrise:
When everything starts from the beginning.

It's coming.

Still waiting...

The sun is waking up.

Did I mentioned I have happy feet?

Early birds.

Relaxes your mind.Doesn't it?

One of those early birds

Can you feel the sand?

Splash!

Pose first.

Sun:"I'm coming!"

Taken with 'sunset mode'

Creation of God.

Rocks!

Last but not least.

It feel SUPERB when the sea water touches your feet.It calms you down and make you really enjoy the nature and HAPPY.Haha.

While waiting for lunch that afternoon,Michelle Chung and I were playing with our plushies.I brought my panda along she brought along her poliwag.We're laughing at ourselves for not behaving like a seventeen and nineteen.Haha.

Cherry and I

Me,Adelyn,Cat,Siaw Wei

Michelle,Me,Cat,Kelvin,Joyce
Michelle,Me,Cat,Joyce

Angel

Just for laughs:





Saturday, March 14, 2009

Kuching is sooooooo SMALL

I met...lots of familiar faces today.

I met Maggie at SUNDAY MARKET.She boo-ed at me suddenly out of the crowd.

I met Shuen Lii at tHe spring and we end up shopping together.

We saw George Hii.

We saw Beatrice Ng.She smiled at me.I smiled back happily.

We saw Qing Wei.Talked a while.

We mentioned bout Joanne(Toh) and she suddenly popped out of nowhere and tapped my shoulder.She tagged along Shuen Lii and I.

We saw Angie Pu...

I saw 6 people in a single shopping mall.(=.=lll)

Friday, March 13, 2009

Second black Friday of the year

Another black Friday.Two months in a row.

o.O








































































I asked myself:"You've brought in happiness and enlighten my life,BUT what have I gave to you?"

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

you

As much as I've stepped out from the darkness now,
guided by you,
I guess there's no turning back.
Let this be a turning point in life that I would cherish and never forget.

I'm thankful and blessed,
for having you in my life.
I've told you how gratitude I felt,
but you won't understand how much it is.

You're different,
you're unique.
You understands me,
you know how to read my mind.
You took away the =(,
and put on the =) on my face.
You held my hand,
you pulled me up.
You appreciates,
you protects.
You cared,
you loved.

You're a special SOMEONE.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Can't wait nemore

I want to go to the beach.

I've been saying it to Keh Yue since last year during the holidays.

and.........................................................................................






I'm going to the beach next week!=)

Can't wait.xD

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Haha.

I don't know...the chance is very timid.

BUT,

if SOMEONE happens to read this,

HI!!!=)

LOL.Too bored and random as usual.

Gtg sleep now.

It's 12.56AM 4th March 2009 Wednesday.Back gate duty later.o.O