Hold me

Sometimes people do something they actually don't wanna do.
They just act it out naturally.
But,I'm really trying to change.
I'm learning to tolerate.
I can't promise a good outcome.
But I'm doing this because it's what inside of me really want.

Sometimes I wish that I'm deaf so that I can't hear and say anything.
It's natural in me that I like to say things.
Mean stuff,good stuff,anything,even stuff that myself don't know.
I'm learning to survive in the quiet world.
Hold me and don't leave me alone when I'm fighting.
I ain't that strong as you think.

Sometimes I really wish that I hadn't know you at all.
Not because of I regret,but because of I felt guilty for ruining things in your life.