I'm so bored

Coughing out loud.

Feel like tearing my throat.Aggressively.

Report card day tomorrow!=(

Scared I'll be getting diabetes soon.Someone has been very sweet.=)

I feel hot,I'm sweating.And coughing.

More and more random friends started to message me randomly.

smiles on the face!

Look!It really came here safely in one day time!Damn.I'm amazed.I was very rushing till I have forgotten to write my blog link on it.It's ok cause I wanna watch the DVDs and pictures NOW!=)

FUCK.

I miss those black nails days!!!

I need a break,I want a real holiday.

I WANT.

Someone please grab me a coffee from Starbucks.

I miss public duties

Went public duty at waterfront this morning.Have not attended any public duty for a long time.All I can say is,this one is nothing much.We were supposed to do aerobic according to Mr.Andrew and Eileen but we went there,asked the organisers,they asked us to just stand by at the tent.=.=

He has a hunch back!Very hunch.Tsktsktsk.

So being very kepo,me ans Shan Liang just walked around.Visited the auto show,go kart exhibition,bomba exhibition,police exhibition and all sorts of exhibitions.There were people playing skateboards,bikes and rollers for x-game.And there was a remote controlled speed boat competition.There even had paintball exhibition.Me,Shan Liang and Evon tried to fire 3 paintballs after the others went back.=)

Auto show.There were more than these few but of course only unique and cool ones attracted me=)

x-game

Remote controlled boats.NOISY.

Go kart.

Oh ya,I have forgotten to mention.This is a opening ceremony for Bulan Kecergasan Kebangsaan.So there were all sorts of sports and activities.=)

Us.Taking pictures before Evon went back.After that I looked for the exact bangle Tuan Yoga gave me as mine is now broken along main bazzar.And was very grateful I found it.=)

After that me and Shan Liang went for lunch at carpenter street.Had tanghoon!Yummy!!!

Some pictures I took from the police traffic exhibition.So,beware when you're driving on the road!

Where is the love?

Lied by and believes?

Or.

Believes that lied?

Fuck.

Which is the truth?

S.M.S(Save My Soul)



I was exposed to something very terrifying and shocking.Fyi,I'm still shocked and terrified.And I still could not accept the truth.Yes,people keep asking me to accept it but it just not right at all.Like it's hard for you to accept the truth that Angels were made up of evilness.And Angels used to be Devils.

I trusted you and all I want is honesty,trustworthy and love.Don't turn me down.It would be real sadistic.

Random school day=)

Skipped EST just now.xD

Saw Ida and we two tried using the new public phone that has SMS function in our school.Wanted to text Julie and after almost 5 minutes of pressing here and there cause Ida kept mis-pushed the thingy that where you hang your hanger.Whatever I don't know how to explain.That's not the point too by the way.Oh yea,this is the result when we tried to send it:

And we saw a new cupboard outside Chemistry lab when we were on our way back to class.Someone had a idea to crawl into it.=.=


I never knew school is kinda fun until today.=)

I don't used to allow myself to leave regrets in my life.

But,I regret knowing both of you this late.

I met two amazing friends lately.=)

That kept me smiling always.=D

They are G.C.xD

Inter-division Band Competition

Went along with band members to inter-division band competition yesterday.Was going as photographer+food and water girl+supporter+talking buddy.=)

GRSB.Rehearsal/Warming up

The bus departed at 7.30 in the morning.And guess what time we went back to school?7.30 in the evening?NO.It was 11 something.Nearly 11.30 at night!The latest time I stepped my foot in GR.Sorry people that I left straight away when I came down from the bus.My energy battery left only 15% and I needed to recharge.

Various school bands performing

First team to performed was St.Jo Miri.Followed by St.Columba,St.Jo Kuching,GRSB,SMK Bintulu and Chung Hua Miri.

GRSB performing

St.Jo Kuching got the first place.Followed by Chung Hua Miri and St.Jo Miri.The first place is going for inter-state competition in Johor(if I'm not mistaken).Congratulations.Although our school din't got anything but,the more important thing is they did their very best.Honestly speaking,that was their best performance compared to what I've been seeing them doing since I entered GRSS.Good job and it din't disappoint me.=)

Heart shape formed by Chung Hua Miri

Yea you make a good friend.Yes,YOU!

7 days ago,I was on cloud9.
Wearing baju kurung,cheering with the crowd.
Pulling innocent victims to take photos with me.
Doing stupid dance moves that I don't do back here.
Shouting with 350++ people I don't even know most of them.
Seeing people having tears in their eyes.Hugging each and another.
Enjoying every second every moment with everyone there...

BUT...

Now,7 days later,I'm back into reality,into school,into my normal life...
where everyone seems to be talking about things I don't give a damn,I don't fancy,I don't understand.

It's funny.
Very funny because I don't seem to recognize people,places and everything I do back here.
Especially friends...
It feels like chicken talking to duck.
People with good results started complaining around how 'low' their marks are when they got the very high marks.Typical...
People start going high on random topics where I'm completely blur about.Almost typical too.

Luckily,I still have an angel around me when everyone leaves me.
Thanks for the words and hug.(Although you weren't there to hug me when you *hug* me,xD)
p/s:I'm still waiting for you to come and grab me before anyone else does.

The best camp ever-Camp Tutti Fratelli

A new chapter in my life has begun...


Life is dull without people that brings memories into your life.


At least,I din't regret making decision to go to Tutti Fratelli camp.It worth more than half a thousand.It's something you can't buy with money.


You don't get someone who tell you:"Eh zhou ying la.LOL.OMG you're Jay Chou's fan?" everyday.But I met her.Hui Jun,you've been a good companion,a great friend,a nice tentmate,committed groupmate and I love you!Although you went back and slept for seven freaking hours the first night but I forgive you cause you sacrificed your sleep just to do night duty with me.*sobs*And I miss carrying you on my back in the pool.See,that's your benefits for being short and light.Lastly,I wanna say I'm sorry I went back very late into the tent where I asked you to wait for me and don't change your traditional costume to take picture with me.I can see that you were looking sad.I'm sorry.


You don't get someone who asked you:"You got boyfriend?" for the second question they ask you after your age everyday.But I met Sheila.So,no worries Sheila.I'll wait for you in 24hours KFC so that we can date there cause I'm giving you chance.LOL.Remember how you and I looked at each other in front the chapter?HAHA.And how you suddenly broke into EXCO room and made us all shocked?For three times continuously?But I still love you despite you went home earlier when I asked you to stayed for dinner/supper.


You don't get a homestay that treats you that nice as how Leeza treated us.Thanks for the traditional costume you gave me.=)And sorry I only had keychain for you.


You don't get a 'your guide' that specially walk you around MidValley just to help you find a Baby Milo tee everyday.But I met Karmini.But too bad no Baby Milo tee was spotted.


You don't get to meet a guy that speaks very soft and had the almost same looking specs with you everyday.But I met OOPS.hey,I almost forgotten to take picture with you but luckily we took that at the very last minute.Oops...Oh ya,good luck in the process of learning you whistling pitch!Hope you can find someone to teach you that soon and remember to perform when you see me next time.We're lucky to enter the best and second best group la!


You don't get to meet someone who looks a lot like Shan Liang and tall everyday.But,I met Woh Sheng.He's abnormally tall!!!And his teeth are as white as paper.LOL.You and I took a lot of pictures.=.= Even more than I took with Hui Jun I think.


You don't get to meet people who have different colour skin with you that treats you so friendly everyday.But I met Fabian.He's one of the few AJKs that always smile to me.And he took really good care of me cause he would always ask:"You ok?" whenever he sees me,despite in the pool,in the jungle,everywhere.


You don't get to meet guy that are very shy in front if other people but would talk to you when he sees you're bored and alone.But I met Syed.He was the one who talked to me when Hui Jun went back first day.And keep making me laugh when we were jungle trekking.=)


You don't get to meet with someone who's different school from you but went to the same camp with you back in here and there everyday.But I met Fiona.A little unbelievable I went to the same camp with you two times continuously.Fate.


You don't get to meet a fourteen year old girl that is very independent everyday.But I met Huey Lyn.I miss sleeping next to you in the tent!And you holding my hand when we were crossing the river because you were too short.=)


You don't get to meet a camp chairman that can guaranty you great memories after the camp everyday.But I met Sir Shreenath.He's a great men.And he's like a father to me.And I can see that he loves all his children.


You don't get a faci that is so patient to teach you things you don't understand.But I met Sor Wen.She was so patient when teaching me the social dances and claps despite my stupidness in learning things.


You don't get to know a camp commander that is tall,smart looking and friendly everyday.But I met Mr.Yoga.He's a great leader I must say.Whistle blown by him is always heard and all the leaders,QM,AJKs would speed up to meet up.Simply amazing.


You don't get someone who treat you a 3-in-1 meal everyday.But I met Sze Kent.Thanks for treating us such a wonderful brunch that saved my dinner.But I think the one meal replaced all the fat I burnt in 4 days.xD(FYI,his surname is HO.So yea,his father would be...Mr.Ho)


You don't get someone who become buddy in photo first then know each other.But I met Lai Ping.I never talked to her before but we took a photo then now we are chatting on MSN.=) And she's on of those who survey me about vico and oligo coco.

You don't get a buddy,a committee member,a friend,a schoolmate who travels with you in both camps you had in secondary school.But I met Shan liang.And I'm officially adding him as my campmate.HAHAHA.Despite the fact that he likes to talk dirty and being naughty.

Last but not least,you don't get someone who share the same name with you,who take so good care of you and understands you.But *unfortunately*,Eileen met Eileen.I'll remember how we laughed in the ambulance when you tried throwing rubbish.=)And what the AirAsia stewardess thought we were.*coughs*And our mission to confuse people seems to be achieved.=)

To members of Skyraiders,I'm sorry I din't have enough faith when the host were announcing the best group.I thought that it wouldn't be us anymore despite we have been champion group since first night.But yea great job,we did it!Although I was wandering myself most of the time and not very involved in discussion and activities and hated by a few of them but I still tried my best to be happy in it.=)Our slogan was the best and most bersemangat that other groups know it.I'm sorry I broke the can opener at the first day.I'm sorry I didn't spend much time you all during free time.


The quantity of people I met doesn't matter.What matters is quality in them.Their hospitality,their friendliness,their responsibility really amazed me.It's not something everyone understands.You have to be in it,a part of tutti family and you'll understand.

Kuching and Sibu-Sarawak.

Some people who never experienced it might be cristising me for saying something that seems almost perfect.But honestly,it's not perfect at all.I drank tape water everyday,I once drank raw egg because I had no time for lunch and it was before Fear Factor.LOL.Our tent was always wet because of the rain.Both my body and bags stinks.I slept for less than 10 hours throughout the whole camp and I'm having pimples everywhere on my face.But all these,so what?!All the things I gained there are more valuable and all these are NOTHING compared to what I've been through and gained in that 4 days 3 nights.All the fun,the laughters,the hatred,the joy,the tears,the hugs,the pain,the wounds...is worth for TUTTI.

=)

I miss.

Lucky people in between the EileenS.

Farewell...

BYE.