I'm a sucker.

Why do I have to do all these to protect myself and hurt you at the same time.

Argh.

=)

I'm too hopeless now.

Because I need you in order to sleep every night.

I feel like a kid wanting hugs from a big sister now.

Haha.

=D

Wee~

Save Me

Currently craving for:Halloween Costume Party!!!

Why is 1 + 1 = 2?

A friend of mine,used to be quite close but hasn't really talked for 1 month plus,talked to me today.Indirectly by the way.We were just 'talking' to each other on MSN's personal message.None said it was for each other but in our hearts,we knew it.

'I'll love you ALWAYS.'

Sounds very impossible for me.Even 'best friend forever' is the phrase I hate the most.

How long can forever lasts?

How long will ALWAYS lasts?

A day?A week?A month?A year?A decade?A century?

Weeks ago,I missed all these sweet talks you used to shared.

Today,I was answering all these very cold-ly.

You said 'I love you' for more than once tonight,
might be wanting me to say the same,
but I returned your hopeful hope a zero.

I was,I am and I will be a bad friend.
Not that I don't have faith in me,
it's just I can't be committed for a long period of time.
I'm sorry,although sorry doesn't change a thing.
I'm selfish,resulted for being hurt too much in the past,
and wanting to protect my soul so much.

No one understands me.
I hate to eat alone.
I hate to be alone.
I don't cut for pleading sympathy.
For every dismiss with friends,
I tried to hold my tears.
Because all I have back home,
is all to my own.

This is the vary reason I tried to stay away from home,
this is why I keep bugging my friends,
this is what makes me so cunning.

p/s:I'm sorry Julie,I guess I'm still not ready for 'emo-no-more'.

Damn attractive

I guess the mosquitoes are huge fan of mine.

I'm just too...irresistable.(note:I made up that word)

Happy Birthday Yew Keh Yue

I can't sleep...

Those lies that used to be sweet talks.
Those dirty secrets that you told me when it isn't secrets now.
Those caring words that has become NOTHING now.

I want you.
I crave for more and more cares,sweet talks
from people surrounding me...
every and each day.
But I couldn't get satisfied,
and it was all because of you.
For once given me a lot,
and made me used to receive a lot.

I guess I don't miss you.
But I miss your companion and something you left
-buried deep inside my heart
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Your shadow.
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Tagged by Eve.

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
> My friend aka. my friend's sis

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him.
> Always have sunglasses on when driving
> Very factual?I don't know.She seems to give lots of facts when talking bout something
> Very intelligent.Studied in best class ey.
> Crazy bout her macbook.
> Love food!

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
> Used to drive me and Ju out to shopping,eat,watch movie blablabla...

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
> "you will talk scientific when you're a science student" which is kinda true

5. If she/he become your lover, you will.
> Gain a lot of weight?LOL!

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will.
> Not be able to imagine

7. If she/he become your lover, what does she/he has to improve on.
> Give me more KACHING to spend

8. If she/he became your enemy, the reason is.
> She don't bring me out.NYAHAHAH.So childish.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
> Sounds kinda wrong.But I would like to ask her to give me her mac.

10. The overall impression of him/her is.
> A nice sis,and also a nice friend.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
> How on Earth I know bout this?

12. The character of you for yourself is?
> Fuuny and lame?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
> Nah,I don't hate myself.LOL!!!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
> Eileen Chin

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
> I love you all.Every each of you light up my day each and every day.And goes through happiness and sadness with me.I won't make to today if I were to stand alone.

Ten people to tag :

♡1) Ant
♡2) Lydia
♡3) Min Zhi
♡4) Mel
♡5) Sam
♡6) WenLi
♡7) Jocelynn
♡8) Abi
♡9) Sheila
♡10) Yvonne


Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
>Urrr...

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
> Female.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
> Don't think so

How about no. 5 and 8?
> Nah

What is no. 1 studying about?
> Form4 science stream subjects

Is no. 4 single?
> Think so

Say something about no. 6?
> ~Rocker in the making~

Today I randomly thought of someone.
Someone who stepped into my life few months ago;
and stepped out of my life few months later.
Someone who talked sweet a lot;
and tend to tell me everything.
Someone who tend to show all of his/her cares and loves;
but now not even a HI.
Someone who made lots of promises,
which were all meant to be broken.
Someone who I din't expect to meet,
but somehow hurt me a lot.

I'm tired of people making sweet promises to me and breaking them one by one.