I haven't been so emo for a long time(according to my record for sure).
Starting form yesterday,the disease is back again.
Things around me is changing.Changes which made me so lost,so confused and so helpless.
Friends.Love.Guys.Girls.Everything is changing.
Friends that come to me suddenly has suddenly go away from me.
-I'll always here for you when you need me again.Maybe?One day...
Love from people are slightly increasing.
-I found out that people actually don't hate me as much as I thought.
Guy whom I've been waited for a year is giving me a little hope.
-Do you like someone else?Tell me.I'm still waiting.I miss you.
Girl who I cared for the most is making me worry more bout her.
-I care for you cause I'm afraid that you'll get hurt another time.I've seen you walk trough hell and I don't want to see it again.
To you,
"Hey,maybe it's a tragedy for you to know me you know as a friend.I'm a useless friend who always make you sad,make you angry,make you think about something you shouldn't be thinking,make you make me the first priority when you're considering about accepting a guy."
x0x0,
pan pan.
And yes,I'm emo now.Advices won't work for me.So,if anyone read this,you really don't have to come to me to tell me "you think too much lar" or "don't think so much lar".Saying all those will only make me hate you.Trust me.
If you said that you care about me,care about me in other way.In a more realistic way.How realistic?A hug?A pat?A message?A call?A talk?Up to you.
p/s:Before you make my situation worse,don't ever try to promise me anything if you can't make it.
Starting form yesterday,the disease is back again.
Things around me is changing.Changes which made me so lost,so confused and so helpless.
Friends.Love.Guys.Girls.Everything is changing.
Friends that come to me suddenly has suddenly go away from me.
-I'll always here for you when you need me again.Maybe?One day...
Love from people are slightly increasing.
-I found out that people actually don't hate me as much as I thought.
Guy whom I've been waited for a year is giving me a little hope.
-Do you like someone else?Tell me.I'm still waiting.I miss you.
Girl who I cared for the most is making me worry more bout her.
-I care for you cause I'm afraid that you'll get hurt another time.I've seen you walk trough hell and I don't want to see it again.
To you,
"Hey,maybe it's a tragedy for you to know me you know as a friend.I'm a useless friend who always make you sad,make you angry,make you think about something you shouldn't be thinking,make you make me the first priority when you're considering about accepting a guy."
x0x0,
pan pan.
And yes,I'm emo now.Advices won't work for me.So,if anyone read this,you really don't have to come to me to tell me "you think too much lar" or "don't think so much lar".Saying all those will only make me hate you.Trust me.
If you said that you care about me,care about me in other way.In a more realistic way.How realistic?A hug?A pat?A message?A call?A talk?Up to you.
p/s:Before you make my situation worse,don't ever try to promise me anything if you can't make it.
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