我们曾经拥有过

This post is dedicated to a friend named Lydia Lee.We're not really close but we're not really 'not-very close'.Myself also don't know how close are we.Should ask her lor.

Today,I sent her off at the air port.Honestly,she is the first friend I've ever send off.Haha.So,yea just enjoy the photos and words below.






On 30th August 2008,I met you.We were dancing poco-poco.That's how we met.

Our group photo with 'Ayahanda' after Merdeka Day Duty

On 14th September 2008,Moon Cake Festival,I went to your house and played lantern.

From 19th November to 21st November,Prefects' Camp 08,I 'proposed' to you using other people's ring and got rejected.

During Captain's Ball

You and Greg crashed into my group photo

I just spotted you sitting next to me.

Our very 'uniformed' photo

On 8th December,I met you at a Christmas Charity Concert.

On 20th December,you came late for Christmas parade but still managed to meet up with you.

Late than never

On 31st December,you were one of the people I spent my first second of year 2009 together with.

From 5th to 9th January 2009,spent almost every morning even stayed back on almost every afternoon for orientation week duty with you.

On 18th January 2009,you woke me up and said you're 5 minutes away from my house and you're coming to pick me to go sing K.I gave away my first sing K experience to you.LOL.

On 23rd January 2009,it was your last day in school.

Your last day in school

On 24th January 2009,we went out and sing K again.I know it ain't the last time.And I appreciate the time we spent in CooCooRon playing IQ games and eating and drinking and talking and laughing.=)


On 26th January 2009,I stayed at your house until midnight 0000 hour.

At your house with your furnitures and my formal working outfit

On 27th January 2009,we visited Sam Si's house.

On 28th January 2009,I sent you off at the air port.

Group photo with the prefects

I will have a chu 1 to chu 15 photo with you.I'll be willing to wait.=)

Without you,
things won't be the same.
I'll have no one to get kisses from.
I'll have no one to bring me go sing K.
I'll have no one to go high with when we're on boring duties.
I'll have no one to sayang me when others are bullying me,etc.
I'll treasure our memories and friendship and I'm waiting for you to come back again~Hohoho
But like you said,at least 我们曾经拥有过。

Chinese New Year eve 2009

Tonight is Chinese New Year eve.I just came back from my dad's side granny's house.

I was sitting alone in the living room.Tasting the wine and doing nothing.I took two glasses.

Now I'm tuning my speaker volume to the max so that music playing could beat the countless fireworks and fire crackers.

Yesterday it seemed like everyone still wasn't in Chinese New Year mood.The only time I felt like Chinese New Year was after the prefect meeting on Friday.Everyone was wishing each other Happy New Year and shaking each other's hand.

Went out to sing K with Lydia and Horng Hui again yesterday.After singing K Lydia and I went to have a drink at CooCooRon.It was the last outing with her before she leave for Singapore on the 28th.

To be frank,Lydia and I aren't really close but we do have some same personalities and hobbies in common.Which is we like to go out and can't stand staying at home.=)That's why I like going out with her.Hehe.But I won't be sad la cause I know you'll be back.No matter it's after 6 months or 12 months.

Recently there is a SOMEONE (which I kinda mentioned in the previous post) to talk to.It's very relaxing and nice talking to SOMEONE cause SOMEONE is always so cheerful and understanding.=)

Last but not least,Happy Chinese New Year!

You can continue reading if you wanna know what I've been doing within this week

Chinese New Year is coming more and more closer.The closer Chinese New Year is,the busier I'm.

Monday
Packed with tuitons and lots of people din't went to school due to the flooding.

Tuesday
Nothing really much yet.Quite relaxed.Still.(I like morning duty on Tuesday for this month).Stayed back a while at school for RC PLs meeting.Then,went out to Saberkas with Jenny and her brother and sister.They shopped for Chinese New Year clothes.Myself bought a top too.

Wednesday
Went out in the afternoon with Keh Yue,Michelle,Jenny and Cherry.Went to Saberkas again cause they wanna hunt for clothes.Keh Yue and I window shoping-ed at the IT shops and supermarket for junkies while waiting for the three.Bought Joyce's belated birthday present too.Cherry bought a pencil case,Jenny bought a pants and top but Michelle din't manage to found anything she liked.Sent Cherry home and had maggi mee as dinner at Keh Yue's house.Went to Chin Fu Methodist Church to pick up a pastor and went tHe Spring to continue hunting for clothes.I bought a pair of skull flip flop and two pairs of socks while Keh Yue bought another two pairs of socks.

Thursday
Stayed back at school until quite late.Wasn't in the good mood that day so I waited for SOMEONE at the canteen until SOMEONE came and I talked to SOMEONE.=)Then felt much more better.

Friday
Stayed back to take pictures for recruitments.GB,taekwando,CO,scouts and wushu all having their recruitment on the same day.GB's dance performance was not bad.Just a little too obscene.Luckily SOMEONE wasn't performing.If not I'll be heart broken now.Taekwando was alright although some could not break the wood.Think,people think.It was raining that time and duh of course the wood will be more slippery with water on top so if they could not break it why boo them?Luckily no one was seriously injured.I missed out a lot of CO's cause they were inside the hall when I was busy snapping pictures of GB and taekwando outside the hall UNDER THE RAIN.Luckily my camera is still ok.Scouts' exhibition were mostly done by the ex form 5s.It's great to see some of them back.Left school at 2.45pm.Lydia drove to school that day and she was going to the same place I'm going later so I followed her.But she had to send her sis to Batu Lintang first then waited for me to change back home.I just changed my clothing without bathing although I've been under the rain earlier.Luckily I din't get sick or caught flu.Then went back to her place and waited for her to change.Then we both went to Stapok badminton court.Keh Yue sent me home.Was dead exausted and hectic that evening but I watched video online until 1am.

Saturday
Had class replacement.And most hectic is the going home time is same like normal day.12.45pm mum picked me home.Sin Kiat and Catherine followed me home cause they wanna change their clothes.I bathed.Then mum sent us to Sarawak Plaza to meet up with Wan Mastura,our primary school friend who came back from KL for a small reunion at 2pm.I left at 3pm because I have to reach school before at 3.30pm.Followed CO to UNIMAS.They were performing.Had fun that evening and night although it's kinda wasting time because they departed from school at 4pm and they were only performing at 9 something at night almost 10 I think.While waiting for the VIPs,I texted SOMEONE and Keh Yue to kill time.The first few performances were very high.And I took 5 cups of free Nescafe coffee.Yee Hwa and I were singing in the bus when going back.And eventually everyone was high too so we all kinda sing together.We had nothing else to sing when reaching school so we sang our school song and Ibu Pertiwiku.Woots..Reached school at 12am and reached home around 1 something.Bathed,online for a while and went to bed.

Sunday(today)
Lydia texted me at 10am but I was still sleeping.Few minutes later she called and told me:"You wanna go sing K?I'll pick you up in around 10 minutes time."So quickly I washed my face,brushed my teeth and changed my clothes.Then,ready to go.Went Pop Wave II with Lydia,Jenny Voon and Suk Ing.First time singing K.Had a minor sorethroat result from last night's sing-out-loud session in the bus.And I have to apologise to them that I've corrupted their ears for that 3 hours from 11am to 2pm.My singing was terrible since forever.But I really enjoyed it that my sorethroat was fully cured after that.Don't know when will be going there anymore.Maybe have to wait till the next time Lydia is back from Singapore.Haha.Cause I know Keh Yue won't bring me there.><(LOL)

So long for an update.Last night there were two person who were complaining me for not updating my blog for a long time.I'm sorry people cause I can only come online on weekends and once I'm connected to the line,I'm hooked on watching videos(drama series).Hehe.But still have to thank you all for being such supportive readers.=)

Double tag

Got tagged by Joshua and Mel.

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

For Joshua:

1. Straight As student.
2. Top class student.
3. Actually studied for Bio chapter 1 which is the introduction.=.=
4. Loves God.
5. Having attire problem during meetings.
6. LAME!
7. A potential leader.(Vice president for his church youth wor)
8. Can sing in a choir.(I think)
9. Live in stapok area.
10. His name differs from his brother because he has two characters for his chinese name while his brother had 3.I still don't understand why.

For Mel:
1. Big forehead.
2. Likes to call me by the name pan/bi.
3. Sits at the corner in class.EMO!
4. Just bought a freaking DSLR not long ago!ISH!*damn jealous*
5. Likes to hit me.=.=
6. Has two younger sisters.
7. One of the school choir singers.
8. Is shorter than me.
9. Birthday on 13 April.
10. Yelled at me when I wrote her name in RED on MSN just now.

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. Loves coffee.
2. Likes making people to 'accidently' kissed me.
3. Plays sudoku.
4. Likes reading Crayon Shin Chan comics.
5. Prefers songs from the 80s and 90s over rap,techno,hip hop songs.
6. Zoophobia.
7. Loves her black-thick-framed glasses that made her looks more geeky.
8. Loves her smiling face handphone accessory given by the owner of red boom boom car on Christmas that is currently hanging on her phone.

9. Loves her friends and family.
10. Believe in God.

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:
1. Lydia!
2. Kelly
3. Linda
4. Sheila
5. Sharon
6. Alvin
7. Min Zhi
8. Michelle Ng
9. Julie
10. Jocelyn Chai

100

Not that I got 100 marks for my test papers but I've got tagged 100 questions by Alvin.

RANDOM FACTS :
001. Real name: Eileen Chin
002. Nicknames: Leen Leen,Pan
003. Married: Nope
004. Zodiac sign: Cancer
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 16 turning 17
007. Highschool: SMK Green Road
008. College/University: Still too young for that
009. Residence: Kuching
010. Hair color: Black
011. Long or short hair: Not very short and very long
012. Smoke: Tak nak!
013. Drink: Coffee!!!F&N fruitade(green).Alcohol.something cold but not orange
014. Available: Yeap
015. Are you a health freak: Not at all
016. Weight : Less than 100kg
017. Do you have a crush? :I'm not sure
018. Do you like yourself: Not at sometimes
019. Piercings: 5
020. Tattoos: *still planning*
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRST:
022. First surgery: Does the time my mum gaving me labour counts?
023: First piercing: around 13 years old I guess
024. First best friend/s: Catherine Huong
025. First award: In primary school
026. First memory: What kind of question this suppose to mean?
027. First pet: I'm a zoophobia
028. First vacation: Went to Vancouver,Canada when I was 3 and I have no impression bout it at all now.
029. First concert: ER08
030. First crush: xxxxx

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: This morning,to school.And I miss going out with friends during holidays where a red boom boom car would come and pick me and bring me here and there.Sighs.
032. Last time you had a good time: Yesterday afternoon at badminton court
033. Last time you cried: Cant't recall
034. Last award: Last year or last last year.Award includes certs do they?
035. Last trip abroad: Last last year to Taiwan.Missing it now
036. Last concert: Charity Christmas Concert
037. Last album you bought: Can't recall.But last album received would be Paramore's from Julie on my 16th birthday
038. Last song you played: ABBA-I have a dream
039. Last phonecall: Called my mum and received call from Jordy
040. Last laugh: This morning

PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter: Winter
042. Rainy or sunny: Rainy day
043. Britney or Christina: None
044. TV or YouTube: Youtube
045. Oprah or Tyra: None
046. McD’s or KFC: McD!!!!!!!Without hesitation
047. Soccer or tennis: Tennis.2 person hitting a ball is better than 22 person chasing a ball
048. New york or San francisco: New York

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Nothing
051. Wearing: Glow in the dark tee I bought in Thailand 4 years back
052. Im about to: Text the owner of red boom boom car later maybe
053. Listening to: Jacky Cheung-Wen Bie(Kissing)

FAVORITES:
054. Food: No pork,vege,soy sauce,and I guess the rest would be okay
055. Drinks: Coffee and F&N Fruitade(Green)
56. Colors:Black,White,Green
057. Numbers: 5!

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: No idea
059. Want to get married: Maybe?
060. Life: I wanna enjoy star bucks coffee everyday and I need a car and I guess I wanna live in an apartment or condo if I could afford*day dreaming*
061. Goals: Live life to the fullest!LOL.
062. Where will you live:I wanna go overseas=) but still...I haven't make up my mind
063. Buy a house: Zoophobia but it's fun riding on a horse.I've tried once before
064. Buy a car: Yeap like I said in 060

YOUR PARENTS :
065. Love your mom? : Yea
066. Love your dad?: Yea
067. Are they still together?: Yea

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes cause my eyes are small =.=
069. Hugs or kisses: Kisses?LOL
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller
071. Lean or plump: Middle
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
073 . Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms and heart
074 . Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
075 . Hook-ups or relationships: Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: Nope
077. Shook hands with someone important: Definition of someone important to me are my friends and family so yea I guess I've shook hands or maybe held their hands.LOL.Lame I know
078. Kissed a stranger: Nope
079. Drank bubbles: Nope
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope
081. Ran away from home: Nope
082. Liked someone younger: Nope
083. Older: Yea
084. Broken someone’s heart: Catherine Tang kept complaining I broke her heart this few days but she broke mine more.Hehe.Nah we're just joking
085. Been arrested: Nope
086. Turned someone down: Yea but mostly are people turn me down
087. Cried when someone died: Yea.Grandpa='(
088. Liked a friend: Yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Trying to build more faith in myself nowadays
090. Miracles: Yea.They exist in really really minor matter but still,they do exist
091. Love at first sight: Maybe
092. Heaven: Yea
093. Santa clause: Nope
094. Sex on the first date: Nope
095. The more you hate, the more you love: Nope
096. Angels: Yea!!!=)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Maybe
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: Never had one
099. Do you believe in God?: Yea
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: I will tag everyone on my blogroll list!

Frist week of form5...

was tiring but fun!

Dutied 4 days for prefects duty during form 1 and 4 orientation.Had to stay back for form 1 orientation duty.
(p/s:I volunteered myself to do all the extra duties.It's not the excos who asked me to do so.)

There were a few cute guys in form 4 while the form 1 are just kids and I'm 'allergy' to kids.The duties are alright.Just a little bit too tiring.Had to bring people go toilet,stand at the gate to control them,take their attendance and scan through their attire.

My feet were so red and painful every night I went back home and I can even sleep at 8pm!Imagine it yourself.

Exactly,I went on duties that means I didn't attend class.Today then is my real first day of entering my own class.The test papers given back to me aren't much important.And I'm just waiting for the class streaming thinggy.Anything can be good just like anything can be bad.Hope it's a good one.=)

It has been raining continually since yesterday I think.This morning the weather was so chilling.And my new seat in class is just near the back door.Whenever the door is opened and the wind blew,I was shivering.Lol.Better than hot weather though.

This few days,has been pulling close relationship between me and some friends.Yea,friends not friend.But sad to say that one of them is leaving soon.Hope the best for me and my friends this year.This is my last year in secondary school (yes,I didn't planned to study form 6 at all and my parents thought it's wasting time) so I don't want anymore dramas.I wanna leave this school with lotsa great memories.=)

I sounded so positive.Suddenly.HAHA.

OMG

OMG.OMG.OMG!!!

My heart is pumping over limit I think.

I'm nervous + panic + in dilemma right now!

Will I be seeing xxxxx or not tonight?!

After din't see xxxxx for so long,how would I react???

I better get ready now.I haven't done my shower and it's already 6pm.I've to reach mitsu shabu shabu at 7pm.=.=

Why is my first post of 2008 bout xxxxx?