pre-sports day

Muahahahaha.Sports' day is coming soon.Muahahahahaha.I'm QUITE tanned.=)

To RCYU#6,
Good Luck!Make excellent kiri belok on that day.Salute three stories high.And um,just do the best.Muahahaha.

To Pan,
Oi idiot,snap more nice nice pics so that I can get the reward of either 10 bucks,15 bucks or 20 bucks reward from photography club errr!LOLS.

To Sun,
Um,don't be toooooo HAWT that day ok?

To Rain,
You're QUITE invited.

To Wind,
You're most welcome!

I feel so lucky that he replied.-when I found out he din't reply everyone-

.Enough said.

Drama,Drama and Drama

If I were asked to describe myself with an animal,people are confident enough to say I would choose panda.But no,I've become a porcupine,that choose to scare people off their asses before they want to harm me.

I used to care a lot about other people and would get myself into trouble just to help a friend.But,as time pass by and as the more I get hurt by people,the heart is hardening.Day-by-day.I'm sorry that you have known the new-Eileen and misses the old-Eileen.Things changed and I don't mean to change it.People made me change.

And if you're sick of me being that heartless,I have nothing to say except for :"bare with it or get off".

... I only meant I'm heartless at other people,not EVERYONE...

How to relate a Panda to oyster sauce?

Buy PANDA brand OYSTER sauce at only RM7.20.

Why people use a PANDA for an OYSTER sauce ad?
They used panda for ad and yet it's only RM7.20?!!Waaa...they make pandas so cheap!LOL.

Photo resource:Taken when I was shopping at Boulevard.

Pan is just being hiaw

Sometimes when you want something badly,you tried your very best to make it.But unfortunately,when you're having it in your hands,you don't want it anymore.Sad huh?

Like I really wanted to change my class few weeks ago but now I don't give a damn about how the school put other people in whatever class they want.Anyway,I still think the school is unfair since they said they won't reply to those who wanted to change from science classes to other science classes.They only receive request like change streams!Shit.Stupid school that talk shit.

Everyday I get to see too-macho-gay.Lalala~He's kinda cute.Funny.And tanned.Um,he always help his female-friend to carry her bag.Whoo?Kind hor?Or maybe he likes him?Hmm.And everyday(not exactly everyday but very often) a pretty,I mean the prettiest prefect in the prefect board would come and find him.Blah.Haha.But I'm sitting on the same table with him during Bio and Chemistry.Lalalalala*hiaw*

One more thing,my attitude.Seriously need a change.But I think it's better if...(I don't know how)

=(

IF I have superpowers...*evil grins*

One really good bout being in 4s4 is...the teachers are youngsters.Not ALL for sure.Compared to the other 8 classes of form4,I think my class has the MOST ex-form6 teachers.My class has 2 ex-form 6 teachers and they are teaching my class 3 subjects which is bio,add math and history.*bang!* die liaw.All tough subjects.By the way,my add math and bio teacher(which is the same teacher) give us homeworks everyday!Hmph!!!

I'm not complaining.Wait,I think I'm complaining.

Mood isn't stable lately.People hang out with me outside the class always "BOOMed" by me.Pity pity my lil pet.By the way,I haven't seen my Lyon since ages!!!You kidnapper!

Oh yeah,one more thing bout school.There's a girl,I mean bitch.She's mean you know.Who always follows her-used-to-be-friend's ex around school like EVERYTIME I see the guy.Shit.Like she's his bodyguard or whatever.I mean,c'mon.Oh yeah,she always be the 'bulb' when people are dating.Grrr.Seeing her makes me wana punch her and twist her body and finally break it into half by squeezing it.Like,aza..aza..aza..aza..aza...AZA!!!since I doesn't have superpowers.If I do,I sure will cast any spell I know on her except good ones,I will use my laser eyes,my mega-punch,my physic power and any superpowers else you can list.(yes,I know I'm very violent,someone just told me that just now in school)

*Pause**Put on extra make-up and put back my smiley face*That's all for today.(perhaps week?)

My Heart

Paramore-My Heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrongThat I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

(It beats, beats for only you)

My heart is yours

(My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart, my heart is yours

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart is yours

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart is yours(Please don't go, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart is...



You promised me that you'll guide me away from the darkness and you did it.You din't break your promise and you saved me.Thanks for saving me and I'm always here for you.

I know I can't draw but...I sincerely see you as an angel.

I finally feel like a form4-er

Today's the last day of orientation.Funny,I somewhat miss orientation.Not exactly the talks the teachers gave but the time I spent in the school hall during orientation.

Had so much fun in this four days.I think I felt much more happier than the happiness I had for the whole last year.Hehe.

I bet I'll miss those friends in 4s2 that I won't be seeing much from Monday onwards because our class are so far apart!I'll miss playing BINGO too.I'll miss lining up at other classes's line too.And the thing I miss the most would be talking non-stop.

So school's going to start this Monday.What to do.Life goes on.

HI form 4!(screw add maths)

A letter to myself

This year,we all have this weird and ridiculous rules that we have to wear clubs uniform on every freaking Wednesday.Like Eileen Sim said,be thankful because PBSM can wear our RC tee instead of the uniform.*yay!*

So,today is Wenesday.Different people wear different clubs uniform to school.There were GB,BB,Scouts,PBSM,Chinese Orchestra(CO),band etc.So yea,less blue pinafore,more colourful and different uniforms.

Blah,can't believe I wrote two paragraphs of craps.Not bad bout the new rules.With trousers we all FEMALE can move freely.Third paragraph of craps.

I stayed back for one of the recruitment drive(s) for PSBM aka. RC.Had SAR.So fun!!!The last time I had SAR was year of beginning of last year.And the last time I bandage something with the triangular bandage was like ages ago.FUN-ness!!!

Top:Open fractured Below:Horizontal cut

The faking this time was really really very successful.Quite real.Except for Ida's (open)fractured bone aka. twig.Haha.Kay was supposed to stick the chicken bone(drumstick) on her hand but the bone was somehow too large.And twig is just too small to be the bone.Learnt some stuff bout fakings from Kay.

By the way,the weather was very hot.My casualty's place was kinda HOT.Wonder why she still screams like hell.And I took bout 3-4 minutes to bandage her and the knot was wrong I think and I spent most of my time fan-ing JULIE!She do her screaming I do my fanning.=.=

Something very embarrassing happened today during orientation.I wrote a stupid letter(refer to picture below) to myself on a piece of paper.The paper that was given by Dr.Chai.We were asked to write a letter to ourselves like weirdos.I scrabbled the paper like no one else might saw it.Who knows,the wind blew the paper away and that paper damn soi-ly landed in front of a guy in my class.Since people already read it,so I think I can show it up here.

Shit.He might thought that I'm a freak now.

Over-sensitive?

A few weeks ago I clicked and view someone's profile that I never view at all ever since I had a Friendster account.

A few days after that click,I found out I'm in the same class with her.I used to be friends with her but end up breaking up both parties unhappily.She's now sitting behind me in the class but I never talk to her for nearly 2 and a half year.Not talking too now.

Last night,I clicked on somebody's profile when I was shocked to find her in my friends list.

This evening,I saw her.I used to be friends with her too but the same story,we ended up not being friends anymore and I'm in the same class with her this year too.She smiled and HI-ed to me by the way.I'm thinking of change my seat...

Blah??!What's wrong with Friendster?!

Thank you for loving me

Was doing a survey on Friendster bulletin.

And I came to this question.
question:The best gift someone ever given you?
answer:ur trust,ur faith,ur patience,ur L.O.V.E

Thanks people!Sincerely.

Changes and favourite school event

I have changed my blog address recently if you haven't noticed.
I have changed my MSN address too.
I'm not avoiding problematic people.I have chosen to change myself,because I don't want to be the super emo+over-sensitive+dramatic kid anymore.
Changing your attitude towards someone 180-ly different might be something rude,mean,selfish,heartbreaking BUT if I don't choose to change,I'll be the one that suffers the most and I'll hurt them more.
So,why not act your feelings out and let them know what you want and it might be the best for you and me?
Blah.Crappy?Sorry for the crap but this blog was meant to be crappy.So,if any of them come up to you and asked you(I'm sure a few close friends of mine knows bout what I'm talking bout) bout my change,just tell them the truth.I don't wanna 'harm' directly so please help me?Haha.It's ok to say you don't know anything.=)
Sometimes people change because they wanted to.
Sometimes people are mean but nothing can change the fact.
Sometimes people regret for doing something and they wished to change so they might become mean.
Sometimes people made mistake(s) so they felt regret and they wanted to change even they have to sacrifice something else like feelings.
Ok,I guess I won't be posing much emotive writings this year as people always said that form 4 is always the busiest year.
My weekday schedule are packed like sardin in the can and now I'm afraid that activities coming up might crash with my tuitons.

Attention:My favourite school event---SPORTS DAY is coming up in less than a month's time.Yay,no matter it falls on rainy day or sunny day,there's always lots of fun!Sunny day,free sun-tanning.Rainy day,can play under the rain like last year!SHIOK-ness!!!

I survived my second day of form4!

Muahahaha...at least my form teacher is a young lady.

Fuck the rest.