Freedom:Chapter 10

Freedom:Chapter 10

Happy Halloween!!!I thought I might like Halloween cause I love Jack Skellington but I was wrong bout it.

I felt shitty for the whole day.I felt pissed and bored.I don't have anything to do.I don't have Maple to 'chiong' I don't have shoppings to do I don't have nice movie(s) to watch I don't have food/snacks/drinks I love I din't see him after since PMR I don't blame it rain whole night I blame the thunder I blame the lightnings I hate myself currently.Why?Cause I did cruel things on my own friends and now I'm afraid someday,somehow,someone might take a revenge and I'm afraid it's someone I somehow don't hope he/she is!!!

Yes,emo might seems to be shitty emo might sounds like crap emo might looks like dying emo might kills but who cares when I'm emo?Who knows when I'm emo?Who sees my shitty look?Who hears my craps?Who cares seeing me dying?Who cares?!No one else.

What am I to you?
What are you to me?
Why people have to leave us?Why?Why?Why?

Freedom:Chapter 9

Freedom: Chapter 9

Sorry for the delayed.Ah,blame streamyx.

Went to Mt.Singai last Sunday.Brought along Julieeeeeeee.That was my second time hiking Mt.Singai(till the peak).The first time was with Sam.LoL.

Lalalala~I'm so damn lazy to type everything.So,just make a review from Julie's blog.She wrote everything in a more interesting,more exciting,more [add in many many nice adjectives] way.

Kill me for my laziness.=.=

Hmph,was supposed to go watch movie and relax on Monday with Julie and Evelyn but I end up watching DVDs at home and I can't go online.Why?Ask streamyx!

Anyone,whoever,just bring me out!!!I can't stand the boredom anymore!!!

Of interest,money and likes.

"What you wanna be when you grow up?"

I seriously don't know.*pout*

Months ago I told myself I wanna be anything as long as I'm happy with it as long as I'm proud of myself being in that particular industry as long as I like it.

But,jobs that I like,can't give me a bright future as more people are into this industry now and I started to lose self-confidence in doing that job.

On the other hand,jobs like parents-wants-us-kids-to-have can give me a better future even tough it's not my cup of tea.Oh well.

Art stream?Science stream?Blah.Guess this is my only thing to worry about during this long holiday.Sigh.

I was murdered

Streamyx barred my line for almost 48 hours!!!

so...

eventually I was very very very pissed in that 48 hours!!!!!!!!!

phew~

I think everything is ok right now but too bad I can't play Maple yet*pout*,pc sent for reformat.Shall be back 2days later...hmmmmm

Was mudered by TM net,

Streamyx.co,

R.I.P

Freedom:Chapter 8

Freedom:Chapter 8

Bloody blood!!!Help!

Went to school this morning.Helped RCYU6 with the SAR stuff.I'm very lazy to type a lot now.I'm very very very lazy actually.

There's a total of 3 scenes.There's 2 casualties in every scene.Me,Julie and Yik Tze was runner for scene 2.Which is the sibling.Elder sister,Jenny fell down when boiling water and younger bro,Michael,got electrocuted when charging his phone.The names aren't their real names by the way.

"Jenny" and "Michael"

If you're wondering,that was meant to be a bruise.

So just show some pictures.Even the pictures weren't taken by me.It's all taken by Julie.Swt.My phone was with her throughout the whole thing.Blah.My phone too tempting,charming ba.(like me=X)

The process of balut-ing.(bandaging)

The casualty looks happy.The first-aider looks happy.Even the judge looks happy too.Hmmmmmmmm?

"Michael" basically just lie down like that for the whole day.(kesian)

I wonder why are they staring at "Jenny".

For more information,please log on to http://www.jcyl92.blogs.friendster.com/julies_life.

I don't understand why she took this picture.Weird enough.XD

She wrote bout playing badminton and the SAR too.For your information,I'm the pan she mentioned in her blog.XD

I'm currently liking the holidays like she likes it.Hahahaha!And I laughed a lot recently which means I'm currently a h.a.p.p.y.p.a.n.d.a!

I gtg now!I'm officially back to Maple Story!Muahahaha.Chiong-ing level.Currently only level 47.That's why recently you won't see me sign in MSN that often.PLUS,I was stupid enough to accept something someone sent which is a virus.Damn.I have think twice before signing in MSN cause I don't wanna spread the virus and let more people got it and my computer will be superb lagging if the virus started to auto send the virus.Blah.And I'm soooooooo hungry!Imagine I only had Laksa and Milo-peng for breakfast,RM1.20 chicken burger and coke for lunch.Can't wait for dinner!

I have faith in you.You?

Spending time talking and listening to you is part of my life and I simply love it.

It's fair for all the emoness I've suffered earlier.

Everyone loves sharing,talking,gossip-ing,laughing with their besties.Don't you?

XD

x0x0

panpan

p/s#I don't wanna be emo anymore next year.Because of someone else.

Freedom:Chapter 7

Freedom:Chapter 7

Went out with both papa and mama today.Spent lotsa $kaching-kaching$.

Papa sent her guitar for service and changing the strings.She bought a hoodie and a long-sleeve shirt.Lalalalala.

Mama bought a hoodie too!!!*pout*Hmph!!!I'm very beh-song cause I can't find a hoodie that I like.Ish.There's one pink hoodie they keep telling it's nice on me but I just don't like it.*sobs*


I bought only ONE thing and I end up spending the most much money among them.Bought my guitar!!!Which cost me 315 bucks and another 45 bucks for a soft casing bag.The tauke-nio so good.She gave me a free pick(papa got one too went she bought hers) and a free guitar strap!!!Hehehe.Guess I'm too shuai*perasan!!!*

Freedom:Chapter 6

Freedom:Chapter 6

Went out with Pam,Sam,Wendy,Cindy,Alvin,Leon and a guy(Sam's friend) yesterday.I wandered around Tun Jugah for 1 freakin hour waiting for Sam to finish her job.I have no transport so I went earlier.Blah.

So,we watched Hairspray.Kinda old school,lotsa singing and dancing,negro and the only thing I remembered is the movie is full of songs dan dances.

Then went to Pizza Hut.Leonard joined us.Sam's friend went home.I suppose those who always went to Pizza Hut would have noticed the posters on the walls,even on their menu.They say Eat.Laugh.Share.So yea when the food came,we eat.And we laugh when something is funny.We share the dessert which is a scoop of ice-cream and a piece of pastry.

Went bowling after Sam and Wendy went back.Cindy eventually just sat there and watch all of us play.And I suck at bowling.Always 'cuci longkang' last night.I felt very dizzy too.Hahahaha.Even not feeling dizzy I still suck at bowling.

Then when I was back at home,I took my shower and went online.Something happened.And I went to sleep and when I woke up this morning I asked myself,was last night a dream?I then checked the blog,nothing was there.So,can anyone tell me was that a dream or was that true?

Freedom:Chapter 5

Freedom:Chapter 5

I delayed this post for like 2 days.Bet my readers are missing me alot.*coughs*

Went to the chief minister aka. Taib Mahmud's open house at indoor stadium for RC duty.RC means Red Crescent.Why they need about 20 first aider in a open house?To pick rubbish!Yesh,RUBBISH.Meaning we have to make sure the place is clean all time and make sure there's no paper plates and paper cups over here and there.At least we asked for gloves from the people there.So,our hands weren't very dirty.Don't you dare to judge the work by the very small 'hall' and little seats.At least for me,I think the 'hall' looks kinda small at first.

The things hang on top that looks like price tag.

In the morning we went to HQ.Waited for the bus to arrived.Me,Horng Hui(ErEr),Nikki,Jocelyn Chong,Kay and Wen Siew are those from Green Road.A few which I don't know how many is from Kuching High.Two from St. Joseph.Justin and Cyril(new made friend).They told us to meet them there at 7.45am and the bus in only there around 8.05am.Blah.Then travelled to indoor stadium in the bus.They tend to seperate us(St.Jo and Greenians in a group) and Kuching High but in the end we all din't followed what they told us.We just walked around and pick anything we see that is on the floor.Lalala.I'm too hardworking.Seriously.In public duties I mean.

The VIP seat

We reached there around 8.30am and ate our breakfast there.eating Beef Rendang before 10am is so weird.And the 'door' is only opened at 10.30am.It's like what the hell...my sleeping time are just wasted like that.So we just chat,joke around,camwhoring around and laughs along like crazy people.I had fun playing with the CLEAN plastic bags though.

Playing with plastic bags.

The so-yucky-cake.

The 10.30 they opened the door.People are getting more and more.And the scariest thing happened.I was seriously freak-out when I saw how they 'ta-pao' all those cakes and biscuits and even soft-drinks!They're like experts.The food won't fall and the drink won't spill when they 'transfered' the foods and drinks into plastics bags,container,bottles they brought.

Not tempting at all but the mint cake tastes and smells nice.

I was very 'clever' in a way.I don't walk around the whole hall.I walk around only certain area.Certain area that I know they 'ta-pao' alot.Hmm,smart ey?I collected 3 big-black-plastic bags of plates and cups.Hehe.(showing off).Then the doors were closed at 12noon and we though everything was OVER.But...too bad the officers told us to REST first.It's like,what?!There's more later???Hahaha.

Coke anyone?

Then we ate our lunch.After that we were told that the door will be opened at 2pm.We looked at the clock,it was only 1230noon!!!1 hour and 30 minutes to go.So the same thing goes around.Camwhoring,chats,jokes and do anything else we can do.After everyone was tired of talking,we helped those malays with the cakes and biscuits.It's so fun!Hahaha.It's sure fun when you're doing something new and fresh---for the first time.

Laughing our ass off because of the jokes.

The door opened at 2pm and this time,more people.And suddenly I saw a big gang moving here and there near the place I'm picking the rubbish and I was stupid enough to thought that ther're fighthing.Well,at least they're fighthing for green packets in a way.For a 5 bucks green packet,it's so not worth for it ok?

Kay and me.

Blah...

I've collected 7 big-black-plastics bags of rubbish that day.I was so happy.And I'm more happy when I received the 50 bucks green packet.Aaaaah~I think to myself at that moment,everything was worth for it.Plus made a new friend.Haha.So I din't bother much bout the sweat and the dirts on my pure-white-charming trousers.(I wash em myself ok...).

Me and Wen Siew.

That night I had a backache.

The next day when I woke up,muscles were painful here and there.

The End.

I miss you

Visited Anselm's blog minutes ago and I saw the things he wrote for grandpa.He spelled my name wrongly but that's not the point.Today am gonna talk bout grandpa.

Yeap,exactly 2 years and 1 day ago he left us.I remember clearly things happened on that day.

It was last third day of second semester exam.He picked me up from school as usual around 5.I remember before going home that day,I still went to Chonglin and bought an ice-cream.Then I walked across the road to reach for him.He was standing there waiting for me.He then drove me back home in his white,cute,kinda naughty(cause he often doesn't wanna start the engine if you don't drive him for days) charade.

I took my bath when we reached home.When I came out from the bathroom,I saw grandma was rubbing his back and he's sitting near the stairs.After rubbing,grandma went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.I was watching television programme with my sis.He was watching too,sitting on one of the six chairs placed in the second living room.He looked so not energetic that time.

After not long,mom went home.He opened the main door and he called grandpa:"Pa."

Grandpa wanted to move up from the chair to go to the kitchen to have dinner with us,and he slipped when he tried to move up.I heard a knock,probally his head knocked the floor.Mom rushed to him.We all rushed towards him.Mum and I was holding his hand.I was very nervous and praying...(Sorry,I can't continue anymore)

My grandpa never hit me.Not even once.
He always protected me when I was scolded.
He gives me pocket money that even mum and dad or anyone else don't know.(now those who read this,help me keep it as secret k?)
He bought me my first cellphone.
He buys me anything I want.
He helped me out with my primary school's 'kerja kayu'.

He is the grandpa that everyone else wanted.I miss him.Alot.



A video made by Anselm last year.

Freedom:Chapter 4

Freedom:Chapter 4

Went to mama's house for party last night.Ok,this can be considered the wildest party I've ever been to.Me,papa,mama,Jacky,Leon,Lionel,Fiona(Leon and Lionel's younger sister),Sharon, Yan Juin,Cao Liang and Jordan were there.

Basically,teacher aka. mama aka. Shirlyn's mom cooked all the food.Jacky brought Kolo Mee!Sharon bought 2 boxes of ice-cream and she end up leaving without helping us to finish to ice-cream!

There were too many kinds of food till I kinda forgot what I've eaten already.There were fried chicken,french fries,kolo mee,pork curry(sorry...I din't know it was pork!),fruit salad(honeydew*thumbs up!*,blueberries/grapes*I don't exactly know what is that,they looked blueish*,mangoes),and a few stuff that I either forget their names or can't remember anymore.Hehe.

After Shirlyn's mom went out with her father and second sister,we all gone mad.We cleaned the tables by removing all the plates*me!!!sadly..* and leave coke on the tables.We played truth or dare.

Hahaha!Lionel isn't online now.He had all the funny videos and pictures we dared Jacky to do and pose.Jordan drank half can(supposed be a can)of coke without pausing!Leon and Jacky danced!TOGETHER!Jacky pushed up 5 times with Fiona sitting on his back!Jacky posed 5 hiao and sexy pose and 5 cool pose!Can't wait for Lionel to send me all those pictures.=D (blah,I can't wait any longer.I might be updating on Saturday night cause goin to the chief minister's open house for public duty in the morning,RC stuff)

Papa and mama finally gave me my so long-awaited-super-duper-belated-birthday-present!Haha.It's a Giraffe named Russell!He's kinda emo but I love him cause he has long hands!*yay*which I can take a good emo picture with.Nevermind if you don't get it.I'm still kinda high now.

p/s:I know there's alot of grammar error in this post(basically almost every post) but I'm way tooooo lazy to edit em.Ciao!

Freedom:Chapter 3

Freedom:Chapter 3

Let's talk bout HIV/AIDS today.It's NOT me that is hiao.Had a talk bout HIV/AIDS in school this afternoon.Hmm,I paid fully attention on the talk,seriously.I wasn't even playing with my Sudoku!(Cause Jenny borrowed it,haha!).Hmm,speaking of Sudoku...I wanna go St.Jo lar!They have lots of Sudoku competitions after PMR lar!Ish!!!So jealous but Jacky wasn't very happy with it cause he doesn't like Sudoku.

Ok,back to the HIV/AIDS talk.I am very lazy to type everything so just remember,
`DON'T HAVE SEX
`DON'T TAKE DRUGS
These are the safest way to prevent it by the way.Haha!

Someone was looking at me when the speaker was talking about 'piercings'.Hmm,what does suppose to mean ey?I like piercings,really.And tattoos,well,at least not the type macho 'man' tattoed on their arm type,like duh.Haha!I want to have one maybe on my back?Or on my hand,somewhere near my thumb.(Just thinking of,I might not do it anyway.But still,I want em!!).Oh ya,maybe can challenge lips piercings too (tongue piercings is not suitable for me,I think).=D

After the talk,went to Amanda's house.With Julie.Mum din't know bout it.Haha!I'm a good liar I suppose.Hmm,I din't lied in anyway,I just din't tell her I went there.LoL.Watched Pirates of Carribean 2.Din't managed to finish it tho.

Suddenly I felt very emo,not exactly emo,lonely sounds more suitable.I think probally cause alot of people I see everyday is online and no one is chatting with me.I somehow will felt very lonely when people don't come up and talk to me and I'm the type that will really go up to you and say 'HI'.I'm like that...don't mind me.And there isn't changes or I din't see 'new comment(s)' when I loged in Friendster everytime.

I'm fine.Overall-ly.Hahaha.Tomorrow we have no school!yay!!!*gonna be bored to death*

Freedom:Chapter 2

Freedom:Chapter 2

Life after PMR is so shiok!

Went to Ida's house this morning with Pei Yi,Ju,Amanda and Agoo.3 girls and a guy(me) squeezed at the back of a kancil.*blush*We watched 'I now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry'.*better don't watch the uncensored aka. cetak rompak ones*This is the second time I watch this movie.Oh well,the phrase 'the ling is a circle' by the funny-and-weird-loking-japenese-guy still can't fail to make me laugh.Hahaha!When the movie is almost over,Ju's boy came.Then we played poker.I don't know how to gamble!!!Hahaha.That's why I din't won back even 1 cent.*so sad*.Hmm,me and Pei Yi went back earlier cause we have to go school for the SPBT stuff.

This month I visited 3 friends' house that I never went to.Seriously.LOL.Took my lunch at Pei Yi's house.So 'paiseh' haha.Then we head of to school.Well actually the driver picked her youngest sis up from St.Paul before we went back to her house then after 3 of us had our lunch the driver sent her sis back to St.Paul then us to school.So,apparantly we're already late.But who cares,we had fun chit-chatting and gossip bout some people in the car.Hahahaha!

I sweat-ed like hell carrying books with wearing black tee ok!*hmph!* Hahaha but was kinda fun cause wasn't bored at all.Kat,Jenny,Pei Yi,Melissa(Ng),Er Er was there too so wasn't bored at all.Hehehe.And for the first time,I think Pn.Woon is fun.Hahaha.Teachers are all the same,when they're not in the classrooms,their are often very friendly with us.But back into the classrooms,they're not very friendly anymore.*blueks*

Warning!

Nothing much down there.My advide,don't read.If you read it and you're unhappy with it,just leave.I'm not critizing,I'm just giving my own opinion.

Got my school magazine!I was and I am very disappointed with it.That's it,disappointed.Everything doesn't seem fresh to me.The divider's design is better than last year's though.I prefer the front cover's colour this year but not the design.Too lilttle pictures and the pictures all mainly very blur.

Freedom:Chapter 1

Freedom:Chapter 1

I know I'm abit late to make this announcement.Now I announce you:

PMR is finally OVER!!!

Wakakaka.Muahahahaha.Hahahaha.LoL.ROFL.LMAO...

Don't worry bout me,I'm just having a severe mental problem,not very serious,YET.=D

To treat myself,I already can't wait and I went out with my friends on the afternoon of last paper.

Went out with Juu,PandAmanda aka. jie jie,PeiYi aka. wai yu,LSH aka. kor kor and IdaDa aka. Ida.Went Ostrich to look for their presents and end up only Juu buying a bone thinggy(for hitting me) and Amanda buying a magnetic cow.Speaking of magnet,my mum bought me a magnetic bracelet.Of course is not the real one that cost over xxx bucks on her wrist ok.

Back to the topic,then we went to Sarawak Plaza.Of course not walk,Pei Yi's driver drove us there.Saw Nemo gang.PeiYi bought an Adidas bagpack.It's PINK!Babypink I think.And Ida bought a Tamama model kit.I convinced her alot that it's not hard to build up,even I can also fix it(I fixed them before) then she finally chose the model kit.Haha!

Hmm,after Sarawak Plaza we went to Tun Jugah.Before that they stopped by KFC to buy something to eat.We met Nadiya and her gang when were at the main door,going up to the first floor.The 'girls' chatted a while.

Then we met Sam and her gang at first floor.*fast forward...*Then go shopping around Tun Jugah.After finished shopping there,we went to Crossway.Fyi,it's opposite Pizza Hut,behind Sky Book Store,on top of Denise.

Looked around and snapped pictures.Camwhoring,candid shot...everything.Hahaha.